Tuesday, April 19, 2011

What a curse is Passion without Fire.

Calm. All is calm again for now.
Overwhelming nothingness. I am not angry or disappointed really.
I don't feel anything right now. I should be worried. But I am not.
It is not that I don't care because I do. It is not fear, I am too reckless.
Is everyone in your life acting a part? I had a dream. Everyone you 
meet is from another another life, a parallel world. In each world 
everyone else exists for the sake of one person. all the extras and the 
cast know the plot and the ending except the hero. The main character. 
This is all happening at the same time to all of us. We are all living one life.

My mind shifts.
There are signs everywhere. The headline we may casually glance at.
The graffiti on the wall. The News on TV. At the show or dinner something 
jumps out into your mind. A person you meet in the super market who 
makes a random comment. 
Sometimes you see things that remind of other things. 
Sometimes you see things no one else does. None of it is by chance.
Even whatever you think you remember of your dreams. 

The thoughts mingle. The random, the profound and abstract blur into one
and out of this chaos an idea or understanding is born.
Seeing order out of chaos of information. seeing order out of the chaos of 
visual pollution. And in that moment I experience calm. A smile in my mind.
A sign from the sublime. Everything had to fall into place for this moment in 
time.





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